There, in my little room, I decided that I was tired. Tired of being less than the person God had created me to be. I surrendered to God's way of doing life. In that brokenness, I recall, I prayed that He would mold me into the person He was saying I was when I read Psalm 139. I didn't even know what that prayer would bring about but I remember hearing the words, “Serve Others, Go out, stop feeling sorry for yourself... Your healing will come through serving others”
If there were ever a time to dare, To make a difference, To embark on something worth doing, It is now.
I’ve learned that when I fear anything’/anyone, I am in a way setting up a ‘god’ for myself and diminishing who God is in my life. When I fear to give love the way that Jesus offers it to me, then I have not allowed His perfect love to settle within me. I am still holding on to my pride, ego, my selfishness instead of embracing His perfect love. John 4:18; “There’s no fear in love. But Perfect love drives out all fear…” (NIV).